Procrastination

8-15-2022

 Sometimes I just look around and see what I have been doing and this lead me to compare myself to what other people are doing. I see them with websites, photos, social media, girlfriends, full-time job, and finishing graduate school and I can't help but wonder how they are doing it all, while I can’t seem to get anything done. And it’s always on one of those weeks we’re all I did was go to work and get my laundry done and give my give a little time to my partner. But then I look back over the past few months at my project folder an I look how many things I started, I’ve done, and all the hobbies I’ve had over the years from running, climbing, dirt biking, and all the models I'v designed then I realize I have been doing stuff the entire time without even knowing it. Just cause I was slow this week and I was the week before too doesn't make all of my work I have done invalid. It seems my brain always wants to go foward at a never slowing pace. The mind wants to beat me up for not getting all the things it wants to get done. When I look back I think of when I was thinking things like "I should be farther along with the website" or "I should’ve done more coding" ddreaming of having made those items my career path and n ot relizing my path with be what it need to be.

I honestly look at all the years that I thought I was doing nothing and then see what I accomplished. It turns out to be so many things. I have to be thankful for all the people I’ve met and the opportunities I’ve had to learn and experience. I have progressed with so many projects in just a short time amount of time looking back. I think really my mind is just trying to remind me that I could be doing so much more because I have done it so many thing in the past and I keep doing it year after year. Just like this post I get to complete one more samll project. May you all get done what you want to get done to achieve your dreams.

Love,
Burt